- yes, trusting is an art

the best...
often is the more difficult way

blind obedience?
No.
That is not the way
a heavenly father
explains the facts
to his children
(only in exceptional cases)

Come to the father
and explain him your case
come to the father
he might only erase

if for this you ask him
and make no game of gym
but rest severe in heart

yes, trusting is a
heavenly art

an art which you can adore
other things you want no more
because he entirely fills your heart

- yes, trusting is an art

it's not always the best

When having finished my first
professional education
I had fallen into love
concerning a young man
who wasn't exactly my age

but it was not 100% sure
whether he was the right person...

Now, twenty years later
I am still a little bit sad
but in the bottom of my heart

I am lucky, happy, glad
that all that didn't work out

He DEFINITELY had been the wrong person!!!!!!!
(from today's character of mine)

if a shy person starts being aggressive

"if a shy person starts being aggressive unto his therapist,
it's the first positive sign"
(quotation of my philosophy teacher)

I made this experience with a shy young boy.

God I thank you
help me to accept his change
help me that I may change
looking forward to new changes
of my patient
and
of myself

Today was a nice day

Today we learned a lot at the school for logopaedists and in the evening we had a voice performance programm which was very interesting and showed how many possibilities we have in using our voice:
singing, reading, speaking, screaming, whisteling, breathing, crying and so on...
and everything was like a little piece of art, choir or theatre.

yesterday found nice blog

Yesterday evening/night I found a blog in German that encouraged me very much. It spoke about some 30 aspects of everyday's life of developping one's personality
and there were other themes
the whole blog carries the title: "Time to live"

click on the blue words "Zeit zu leben" on the left side of their homepage.

the water of life

Since 1987 I am longing for a life which will fulfill the longing of my heart up to its bottom.
Don't know whether you understand me...Yes, you probably do, don't you?
Perhaps this new area of my life: change of profession, change of home, change of...don't know what...
But again I am really longing for that life -
perhaps the desire of my heart will be fulfilled?
I want to do everything to go in that direction.

I am thursty for life

In the Apocalypse it is written:

Whoever is thursty...
that he may come...
and drink of the living water...
without paying any money...

God, give me this water...
here I come...
ready to drink of the living water...
ok. I am ready to stop trying to work out something, to stop trying to pay it

I will accept this water as a free gift from you, my loving God