Certificate ok , but...

Hurra!
I obtained the last certificate
Now everything will start

but

there is still
one thing
which God yet hasn't answered
but which also is enormously important
for that new way

but I hope God will answer
perhaps at the latest in two months
when school starts

I trust HIM
he is trustworthy
he knows my heart,
yes, he does

Thankful........................................

1st certificate obtained today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1 hour of check up
2 hours of answering 500 questions

Now comes the second certificate on
31st January
we will see whether it's
God's will

Accept also a "No"

Today we had the bible meeting in our church.
The pastor told us to accept the will of God, even if he says "no" to our way.

It is not so easy to do this but I want to go into the examination of tomorrow saying:

"Yes, Lord, even if the doctor will say: I will not give you the positive certificate - yes, Lord and: thank you.

I will accept a "no"... cry, cry... but I want to accept without crying,
I want to go into the examination saying: Yes Lord, even if it is a "no"..."

I think I even will go into the examination expecting a "no" -

so I will be very surprised and thankful if it is not so

I was accepted for studying but...

but...
...I still have to pass two medical tests:
the one I mentioned in my last post
and another one

Both are rather difficult to obtain

because in both areas I have a

medical defect

and then the school must accept these two medical certificates

o God, help me,

please !!!

first certificate was negative

Today I received the promised certificate.
The doctor had said:
There is the small defect
but you can become a logopaedist nevertheless.

His partner wasn't thinking like that.
He pushed him to write a negative certificate.

Now if the school wants to take me,
I will go to another doctor
and ask whether he can write a positive certificate
mentioning this defect
but allowing me to practise this job nevertheless
like the other doctor told me in the beginning.

For 1 million habitants only two doctors of this type is little
but I will pray and trust in God

exam

Yesterday I had the exam:

There are three points of which I am not sure whether I will succeed in the exam:

1) I do not yet know the results from the different tests that I have passed: music, speach, writing a report, commenting therapy, personal dialogue(was good I think), singing, reading, clapping, shouting, breathing... I hope I haven't forgotten anything...

2) my vocal chords overlap a bit

3) my frenulum of tongue is a bit too short

These are little defects since my birth

Well, let us pray and see
how God leads...
If it is the right way,
He will straighten the way
nevertheless.

Wednesday

Wednesday I will have a personal conversation
throughout the whole day
at the school for logopaedists

One week later I will get the result

a) not succeeded
or
b) I may start the 3-years education