I am totally sad
because this afternoon and evening
I didn't manage to do a lot of things...

I helped my father with the computer
I had a discussion with a handicapped
I bought a birthday card for my sister
I cleaned the kitchen at school
I ordered my files for the lessons

but today I didn't have the time

to do what I want, what I like
or even to think over
how long I would like to do this and that

Today I just only did what others wanted
I did it with my whole heart
but in the end I am very very sad

I hope that tomorrow
I will have enough time
to catch up with all this
(though I HAVE to go to the market place
to buy something which my mother likes...
...but perhaps I will do that next week.
I think that would be better).

and that on Sunday
I will find a way to be
together with my friends