Thoroughly

I will water thoroughly

as if I was each little flower

and plant

I will water
so thoroughly
so that they will speak to me:
enough, enough

and I will answer:

don't worry,
the water will
quickly run away

Just returned from the main street
where the Spanish man is selling his goods
(half an hour ago... was just surfing)

I have given him the christian text from the Internet
and I hope that he will be blessed just like that
and in reading it

Now it is 19.47 pm and I will start watering the flowers in the garden
Hope that I will be ready at the latest at 20.47 pm

Hello again

Again chaos
and little time

I came back at ten to two
now have slept 2 hours
now it is ten to 4

I had forgotten my doctor's chipcard
now I have to drive there again
(till 6 pm I have time)
but it is so quickly 6 pm...

and I still am looking for a christian book
because I have met a Spanish speaking seller
to whom I want to give that book

...I have looked in all the house for that christian book

well, I now will print out a christian text in Spanish from the Internet for him...

still chaos and little time...

Well, made my bed
and made a telephone call to France
because friends of mine
don't get their pension from France.
Nobody on the line

I am so sad.......
chaos
and
little
time

I will leave now
Good bye
till later

Now I washed my hair,
I have eaten some dry crunchy bread
(because my stomach is a bit ill)
and I have brushed my teeth.
At the moment I am drinking some
healthy tea

I just read a note that I have to go to a doctor's today to fetch a paper for another doctor to whom I will go on Monday.
So they told me that I can come till 12.30 pm
I hate this because now I only have one hour left,
journey included

But what? Hated or not hated... I must do it!

I still have to make my bed
so the chaos will be a little bit less.

11.32 am

wash my hair

I will immediately stand up and wash my hair
10.35 am

Friday 10.30

Oh how I do still have plenty of time till Monday...
but I know the case:
Normally I waste the time
and in the end
there is no more time left
and there are still so many things undone...

Thinking about what I may do first

My parents have left home
for one week.
They have just gone now.

My "office", kitchen and bathroom
are not quite nice in order
so I need to seek my school-homework-copies
and to make some order

so I have to do something on it

perhaps by the help of "flylady"

I have promised my mother
to go to the market today
and buy some shoes

and to change some clothing
which I bought
but which are too vast

but I have to wash my hair first
and eat a bit
and brush my teeth

On Monday school starts again
It is now Friday, 10.25 am

Happy Easter

A happy Easter-Monday
to you all and
Good night

Thinking of you all

Frohe Ostern!!!

I am thinking of you all

4 days I went late to bed
and today I saw the consequences.

So that's why I stop writing earlier today!

Good night

11.04.2006 10.23 p.m.

Frohe Ostern!

I wanna be the first

Well, I have to come forward...
I have to catch up...
I have to be at the top...

Today I can not go that early to bed
because I have to keep the lights on
for a while in the evening

So I am glad that tomorrow evening
my parents will come back
from a prolongued week-end

I have decided that I will go
very early to bed
so that I might wake up
with a lot of strength

that I will see
that I catch up
from day to day
and not that I am behind

because during the last week
I went late to bed
every morning a bit more tired
a bit more late
and a bit more the feeling
that I don't manage it at home
...school yes, but at home not.

And to be happy at school
it is also necessary
to be organized at home...
so homework will also
be organized!!!

is it really that?

I always hoped that I may be able
to change my character

Now in the school for becoming a
logopaedian therapist
we really learn that...

it is not so easy...
every day is a
challenge!

School is nice

It is much work
and I have no time
but it is nice

because I have the prespective
that I will be able
to help handicapped people